you’re leaving again and i’m bleeding again
and i’m used to it now but it still hurts so bad
don’t listen to me when you know that i’m mad
i don’t mean it i swear i don’t mean it come back
i’ll never love him and you know that i mean it
he’ll never be you and you know that i mean it
try to build us back up but i think i should leave it
to die with my friends and my dreams
I CANT KEEP IT
i scream to myself on my floor 5 am
and it’s still breaks my heart you would never understand
and that girl i was once was hoped that you’d be a man
but to me now it seemed like you never gave a damn
i don’t care what you say i don’t care i don’t care
if you say those three words cause you were never there
when i was stuck on my own and so little and so scared

i resent you i resent you i resent you
are you in pain
are you in pain like me
are you in pain
i don’t care what you say i don’t care i don’t care
cause you’re lying you’re lying you’re lying fuck you
i don’t know how to feel i don’t know what is real
i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know