i think i've found him
but will he love me forever despite everything?
will he love me forever despite the fact that i'm a fucking demon?
his skin is olive like mine. his eyes are warm and brown. i've never wanted anything more.
i didn't want anything more in the beginning to be honest. i was so scared of love.
i still am.
but for him, i'll be anything, do anything.
he is flawed like me. but has he tamed his beasts? has he absolved himself of the past?
no, he has not.
if i could absolve it for him i would. but i cannot, for i am just a human!
part astral creature, but still human.
i never want to feel the touch of another man for as long as i live, for his is all i need.
oh brown eyed boy, how i love you