i fall asleep to the sound of sirens
that was me not long ago
heart pounding out of my chest
my throat still burning from the snow

i fill my voids with cigarettes
and guys i’ll never see again
i don’t see the sun and i only rest
when the high wears off and i’m depressed

hollywood blocks out the sky
so i can’t see anything but lights
if i want to see stars i just hit the bar
where they offer me drugs and flights